Discovering the Heart

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posted by Cozmos @ 10:32 AM 0 comments

I'VE MOVED

Hey guys just letting you all know that 'Discovering The Heart' has now moved.

There are still a few processes happening, but any new blog posts will be located at the new site.

posted by Cozmos @ 11:49 PM 3 comments

New Ice

Well you guys seem to be enjoying my posts about work so heres something else

Recently our Ice supplier changed the packaging that the ice comes in, and see if you notice anything interesting in these photos.

posted by Cozmos @ 12:57 AM 0 comments

WE of the 18th

Well last weekend I made the trip back to Frankston to give my mate (Jono) a hand with the Youth Launch at his and my parent's church. The event started at 5 on Fri evening and ran through till after lunch on Sat. Sleeping was never expected, but then we had activities basically going all through the night. It was an absolutly crazy night, and I think the kids were just as excusted as us leaders (However only me and Jono did the whole event through).

One of the challenges that we gave them was to build a pyrimid as high as they could. We did get there, but this was when i was on the bottom and therefore i didn't get a photo, but i may get one from someone elses camera and i will put it on Flickr.

Anyways it was a great time and I'm not sure whatelse to say about it :S

posted by Cozmos @ 12:24 AM 0 comments

Domain Registar Issues

Yes I have more issues.

I dont know if any of you have noticed but my email address has been down for the past 2 weeks.

It all started when my hosting partner decided to sell out and I didn't want to do business with the new partner, so I found myself a new host for my site.

Then I had to change the Name server (which basically tells your computer where my site is when you type in the address, well not really, but it will do). Anyways, for whatever reason they had some issue in doing this at the Registar, so last weekend I decided to also cahnge Registars, but now i have to wait even longer as for various reasons.

So what does it mean.
- I dont have a website at www.discohire.com.au
- I dont have any emial addresses beneather that domain
- which also means this new question box doesn't work, and the emails wont get through.

atm if you wnat to email me us the same name @wilcom.net.au

posted by Cozmos @ 12:13 AM 0 comments

Life Blog Issues

Well I've had some issues with Life Blog which syncs my photos, videos, and messages from my phone, and also uploads them to Flickr.

Anyways its working now, and now I have the motivation that will go along with a few of the photos

So stick around guys and bear with me.

posted by Cozmos @ 12:09 AM 0 comments

2007 Calendar

This has been one of my lastest projects recently.

On the weekend I went and visited Frankston and did some things and visited some people, and while i was their my parents Vicar pulled me aside and asked if i could have a look at a Calendar that they had someone had made for them, but had been sent back from the printers for several reasons.

The original design was done at a very low res, in the wrong ratio, and the wrong colour formats. So I decided that I would just design it for them as the and find a new image (as they didn't have the PSD file)

Well here's what I've made. Hope you like it.

If you want one let me know and we can get you one.

posted by Cozmos @ 10:26 PM 0 comments

Sexmania

I hope I don’t get too personal her guys, and if you feel odd then click away.

I was watching Shock Docks tonight on Ch9, which was titled sexmania.

Its interesting to see the back grounds of these self professed 'sex addicts'. However interesting is probably the wrong word. The things that fill these people backgrounds are quite often very normal, and they have either had then exaggerated or they've simply taken the next step from what would be a safe position.

For me its scary, because I have found myself relating to way too much of it. One of the female 'sex addicts' was talking about how much sexual actions were filling her life, and if she couldn't get it, then she would eat, and basically what she had done was to only give herself two choices; Go have sex with her boyfriend, or go and eat a meal. The person she was talking to posed a question and asked whether it was because there wasn't much true communication in her relationship with her partner. What was found was that she was scared about how her partner would react to what she may say, and has an issue with vulnerability and sex was an easy way to avoid that.

Also we had another gentleman talk about how he has that sexual part of him that just needs to be fulfilled. Now it was interesting to see how this guy fills this sexual void. However now I'm going to fill in a few gaps here. This void that I speak of, especially in my life, doesn't have to be filled with sexual based 'stuff' however stuff to do with sex can be really easy to fill this spot, especially since I live alone, and have done for basically 2 years now. Now the struggle is to go through my own life and find what things are missing or are just being overlooked to help with the sense that this 'spot' in my life is empty.

Now some of you may have noticed that I haven’t mentioned God at all in this entry, and this is something that I know is an issue for myself. Now I know all the textbook stuff which is another reason I've left it out, coz that's said all the time, but this is the stuff that is always left unsaid. I know that I don’t need any of this crap in my life, that with God I'm a complete person, but personally I find it helpful for myself to understand what is going on inside me.

So now I will go and continue the struggles of this life, the same struggles that everyone walking this earth faces, we just seem to handle things in different ways, and I want to be able to choose the good way, the Godly way.

I now wonder if I may regret writing some of this stuff here, but I really don’t think so. Coz its like its out in the open, and I don’t know how much more open I could get apart from publicly announcing it, which now would be much easier. This is something in my life that I know HAS to change, esp when I start bring different people in my life.

So my challenge to you now is. Not judge me for posting this sort of stuff up here. It’s not the easiest of actions, but I am still a complete person, and in fact the same person as before. However know that I'm on a journey and this has just been one of the steps that I have chosen to take.

May God bless you all, and Thank you.

posted by Cozmos @ 11:41 PM 3 comments